Grrr...

Without GOOD there is no EVIL... an entry to Jordy
written @ 3:22 p.m. on July 06, 2003

An entry in my friend Jordy's guestbook:

girl. you don't want the kind of love i had right now. we are too young. when i first realized i loved him it freaked me out and took my breath away. if we had met even a year after we had (when my mom is now out of the picture) then we would have stayed together. As it is. We aren't and there isn't one day or even one hour I don't think of him. And knowing someone once loved me with all their heart and knowing I was beautiful to him and being so uncertain about it now is ripping me apart. I don't wish to be cliche and tell you that you are too young but I wish more than anything i had met him a year later than I did.

I can't quit thinking about the fact that if we had met a year later we would still be together. I know he still cares for me, somewhere in his heart. I truly believe I would die if he didn't. I don't really know how to make anyone understand how I feel. So I guess I am going to go help my dad make lunch...

Dawn

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